Well, that promise lasted long!! Ok, so I will TRY and keep this up to date. I am so, so, so shattered it's beyond belief tonight. My problem is the more tired I am, the less I can sleep. I have had so much to do tonight, just general things, emails, orders, sorting out my finances, although after tonight's orders.. what finances?? I think it is getting to be a bit too much to cope with at the moment.. Just starting to realise the cost of this venture, especially if I get more commissions, as this one is insane! AND I'm not doing it for any profit. BUT... I am certainly not implying I am regretting it! Not one jot!! It's just a lot to do on your own. Not sure how people who are self-employed cope! I have SOOO much to learn, and I will. I have been looking into grants tonight, well, that's what I am doing at the moment.. I need to get this thing moving properly.. I really must become a proper business woman. Ain't no one who is gonna do this for me.... Well, I never made the moulds I wanted to do tonight. The thought of mixing icy water for half an hour or so, did not appeal... partly because I had left it so late. Managed some emails to a couple of galleries I'm waiting on though. Then thought I'd best order the glass for this commission. Was handed a whole load of new designs today, which is why I wanted to crack on with moulds tonight, but with one thing and another.... The rest of today was a nightmare. Really unhappy with someone who I feel has stabbed me in the back, and I may forgive in time, but I don't forget. :( Tomorrow I am dreading as I was warned there is a film-crew coming in. I hate things like that. Thank goodness I'm in the shop, so won't be filmed all hot and sticky... !! So watch this space... may end up on "Britain's Most Wanted"!!.............